Saturday, 02 January 2010
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Stronger.
SAMSON!
Hi everyone,
It's already 2010 now, everyone should feel a new beginning is approaching. I should feel the same too, my New Year Countdown was totally affected detrimentally by some stupid stuffs. A frame of mind disposed , a state of sullenness I was on that day. Totally not enjoying my Countdown, I don't feel it, forcing myself to be happy only.
Well, anyway I went Rebel and Zirca to club on that day, it was fully filled to capacity in the clubs can . Holy shit, hardly can dance and move around. Too many people around me, I can't enjoy well even though the DJs played real excellent nice songs.
But still, I enjoy clubbing now and ever. NICE
I left around 4am before the club ended at 5 am, called someone for the whole night. He off his phone, ignoring me . WTH. What a turn off. I called his friends and ask his whereabouts, in the end what I heard was some saddening stuffs. I broke out in tears and sat down on the high way road, nearly had a accident that day. What a close shave.
I hugged my Mandy girl and cried, it was very tormenting at that point of time . I cabbed home after that, called derrick to complain, least he was so concerning about me, wow, not bad not bad.
I guess right now I am blogging it, I am thinking to be strong after so many people told me it's not worth it. Well, he 's a JERK , and I believe he will have his desert soon. Junk asshole. One day you will come begging me and I hope to give you a kick and slap you in public. I can extremely so hate you until my intestines burst out now.
I guess it's time to give everyone a chance to date me after months of suffering days. My derrick will be the first guy
Though I lost the one I love deeply and lose to your girlfriend by your choice but I never lose everyone in this world .
I accepted the outcome that you chose. Just want you to be happy always.
Remember all the things we wanted now , we are hunted by our memories, we were always meant to say goodbye.
It doesn't matter where we take this road to , till the day you realized my worth, I'm already gone for good. I must admit the grass looks so much greener on the other side.
Since you left I notice now you're so much meaner.
Till now, you haven't change for the better, getting worst and worst each day. Seriously , change so much.
No matter what I said, you treat it as trash and dump it. I don't think I deserved this FROM YOU anyway.
Oh so whatever now already, I won't bother anymore, all the best then.
*Take care yourself. I do care sometimes still.
Ending at here, I'm off to bathe right now at 06.46.a.m
With love,
Tara
I love the colours
Monday, 21 December 2009
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A commencement.
Hi everyone,
This is my first time using xanga, I'm still quite new in here. With certainty, xanga has a lot interesting for me to explore, so well, my new blog will look a bit plain but I assure it will improve even better in future !
Alright back to main topic ,
Christmas is drawing near, I bought hell loads of things specially for this special day. Sexy and hot clothings and funny christmas hats for today, tomorrow has to run errands again to increase my shopping cart . This whole week will be my shopping trips all day long without fail.
Went to orchard with Mandy today, town really change tremendously. Can say it is an extraordinary in excellence, well done to the workers and designers of the buildings. The dazzling lightings along the busy streets really look great, the whole orchard looks extremely sumptuous in appearance. Nice, I simply love it. Good work!
Well, after touring orchard, we went to meet Mandy's boyfriend. All I can say, he's a nice guy after all, a person who jokes all day with his highly responsive mouth , a sharp lad. No wonder he does sales , haha. Hope everything goes well for them (; But I'm not feeling lucky these few days, lots of stuffs happened. Half an hour ago , my friend called me after two days lying in hospital. After hearing what he said, I had a guilty conscience. Guilty for misjudgment, I used to have the form in mind that day he put me areoplane purposely. Nevertheless, now I knew the outcome was that he met with mishap. He had an unfortunate accident that day , no wonder he never picked up my calls and still , I blame him for an error that day. Gosh, I feel terrible. This was only part of my stuffs happened, I shall not say any longer.
I've been waiting for thursday to arrive, but where shall I head to on christmas eve? Beats me? Come on folks, give me some ideas please. I hope this year will be a remarkable christmas, worth for remembering day. I wish no one perturbs me on that day , I don't want my mood end up to turn harsh in spirit, I want be HAPPY.
Alright, I'm ending off soon, tomorrow will be a long day for me again. But first of all, have a quick steak lunch with my Mum.
With love,
Tara
Home club( long ago) Benjamin , Dj Getto
Saturday, 19 December 2009
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Taraksenia
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- Name: Tara ksenia
- Birthday: 5/4/1993
- Gender: Female
- Member Since: 12/19/2009
About me
- Nicknames: Tara and Xueting
- Nationality: Singaporean
- Interests: Adores flowers, latest fashion, black and white, fine food, romantical guys, music and lyrics, novels, drinking, beach party ,clubbing, classy, feminine, sexy and bolder sense of style . Appreciates peace and harmony and quiet environment. Don't go for extremely perfection but hopes everything can be almost perfect ♥
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